Sadness & Hatred

as my sadness deepens...

so too does my hatred of myself...

for i feel as though I've betrayed my Dearly Beloved friends...

One of Great Flying Angelic Deity...

The other of Great Aquarius Wings of Water...

While I as the Earth feel Great love for them but cannot be with them for i see that i am not to float among them for i have no wings to fly...  

The only way i may be with them is if My Angelic Deity bestows me the wings i need to live among them

The Great Sea beacons me to follow but i feel the sky distrusts me...
wishing i was truly not a burden...
Thus my Hatred towards Myself...


     for 
            Alex
                &
            Cory