Thursday, June 30, 2011

the begining of my revival

i've promised not to hurt anyone anymore but before that i needed to cut part of my heart out... so that i may help the one i have guarded in the real world...
....Oddy....
she is probably still angered and upset... but that is for the best... i don't deserve such a girl to love me... but i messed up... i waited too long...  i needed to end it sooner... we got too deep... as its said in the "hedgehogs delema " the closer they get more they hurt each other...
i found out what it meant first hand today... on the last day of June, 2011... i had to break up with her...
she was like the fine glow of the sun... i longed for the moon to appear...no the Blood Red Moon of my life...im not sure if she...he.......they are going to show... but i am going to be stronger now for i must continue to live...no... i need to be revived... revived by that Blood Red Moon....
...................................where are you..........
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as it seems this savior is actually part of me... so i shall become my own savior... and in doing so i shall be reborn... and will find somewhere i belong...with my friends, my True Friends....
so now i shall be The Crimson Moon Wolf for it is who shall revive me... before its too late... before i lose myself i must Care and Guard Those I Love.......

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