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Watashi ga tsukutta mono o machigai gakushū to ima, watashi wa sorera o shūsei shinakereba naranai.
(learning from the mistakes i've made and now i shall fix them)
Watashi no kokoro wa ai no watashi no rikai suru yō ni henka shite iru
(my heart is changing as to is my understanding of love)
Watashi wa ima, watashi wa ai no watashi no pasu ni wa ōku no akuji o okonatte iru koto o shitte iru... Shikashi, ima watashi wa imanotokoro tekisetsude wanai ka shūsei shinakereba naranai
(i know now that i have done many wrongs in my path of love... but now i shall correct what is not right as of now)Watashi wa totemo aishite kangaete iru koto hitotsu wa, hontōni watashi wa watashi no pātonā to shite torubeki monode wa arimasen
(The one that i have thought i loved so much, is really not the one that i should take as my partner)
Watashi wa kare ga watashi no kokoro de tsukuru kettei o nikumu yō ni seichō suru to kakushin shite iruga, watashi wa kare ga amarini mo watashitachi no tame ni nan shiyou to shite iru mono o miru koto o nega~tsu
(i'm sure he will grow to hate the decision i make with my heart, but i hope he too will see what i am trying to do for us)
Watashi wa kare ga ue ni ikitaidesu. Kare wa ai o motomete kare no kokoro no jūryō to shite watashi nashi de motte irubeki ka ikite iku tame ni
(i want him to go on. to go on living how he should have without me as a weight on his heart in search of love)
Kare wa, jibun no igai de no ai o mitsukeru hitsuyō ga aru watashi no ainotameni kare ga seichō suruhitsuyōgāru monode wa arimasen
(He needs to find the love that is other than my own, for my love is not what he needs to grow)
Kore wa watashi ga kare o hōki suru to itte iru node wa naiga, kare wa jibun jishin de seichō suru ni tsurete, kawarini kare wa aru
(this is not to say i will abandon him, but instead be by him as he grows on his own)
Watashi wa sore ga watashi wa chōdo kare ga ankā to shite watashi nashi de zokkō suru koto ga kon'nan ni naru nimokakawarazu, hijō ni sukunakutomo, kare no yūjin no mama ni suru
(i want to remain his friend at the very least, even though it will be difficult i just want him to continue without me as his anchor)
Watashiniha tenpu sa re, kare wa natte ori, sore wa sore wa kore o yomu yō ni narimashita kare no tame ni aru node, koreha itami o tomonau yō ni naru monodesu.....
(attached to me he has become, and that is what will make this as painful as it is for him now to read this....)
Shikashi, karera wa seichō no saidai no keitaidearu to shite, atama o tori, korera no kotoba o kii te watashi wa ima teikyō suru koto ga dekimasu
(But take head and hear these words as they are of the greatest form of growth i can provide now)
" Anata wa Arekkusu ga, anata wa itsumo watashiniha jūyō ni narimasuga, watashi wa mohaya taizai suru koto wa dekimasen... Anata wa ima sugu ni ikanakereba naranai, kore o i~tsu te itaikedo... Watashi wa anata no pātonā ni naru koto wa dekimasenga, yuiitsu no yūjin "
("You are Alex, you will always be important to me, but i cannot stay any longer... you have to go on now, it hurts to say this but... i can't be your partner,but only your friend")
