new vibes and usual breaking

As the new moon grows closer so to do the human feelings spread through my body almost as if to take my heart and soul

Unknowingly I've been sent into many problems and resolved them...the only one i haven't solved is my own

although it seems hopeless one continues because they feel something good coming in the end

Even those whom have been in this eternal hell for such a great time, they too have hope for an end

as the moon grows dimmer my being grows more frail, even more feeble, and all to well failing

this breaking is normal to me as it seems to be all that is repeating in my cycle of living, perhaps not the only thing but the only one I've noticed on my own

although these things are common for me they always hit me in new ways

never knowing what comes from it or why it has

through out this time i have had on to the full moon almost intoxicating my self in it as it seems to fill me with happiness...

but lately the moon has been saddened by me and as so it leaves me once more for me to wait another 30 nights to slay these creatures of discrimination

perhaps it is just my mind playing tricks or it be true, either way its good to be with two

as the moon leaves me i have two... one of Ocean and one of Sky

perhaps the moon is jealous of these two, these two at my side

to find what is true you must look at all sides of a coin; front, back, and the side 

three sides not just two 

although some find this to be insane for they perceive it to be only two; Good and Evil

Where as i see all sides to any story 

this seems to be nothing but ramblings of some one with problems but, in truth we all have issues

to those people i wish you luck on your dilemmas and love for you heart

Renewed pains

Came and went, hoped to forget, this one i protected,

Once again the time of remembrance hinders me so,

Unable to make myself flow to the war that i haven't battled,

Rage ensuring my death, never to again walk this path,

Able to retain my thoughts kept in the deep recesses of my mind,

Gone through the darkness of light and continued onward,

Even the dead have come to congratulate me.

Courage to retain my cool and the face what scares me most.

When life give you a blade you use it to cut a path to walk,

Isn't this what the young people are told,

So that they may live by the sword and soon die by it,

Done in by those of greater power,

Overconfident of themselves thus blindly fighting,

Most of which to soon die anyway cowering in fear.

Wisdom to have the knowledge of ages and experiences of many.

Possessed by overwhelming hatred,

Only to die a pitiful death,

When they only wanted revenge,

Eventually they are consumed by its death fires,

Revenge of the ones they loved, but soon causing more damage then healing

Power to contain ones overwhelming emotions and use it against ones enemies.

Courage, Wisdom, Power

The Three of Balance 

The Three of Living

The Triforce

Beasts

Although the tides of time have come and gone, they still exist, these times of life, death, happiness and despair

With each tiding that comes anew, so do the things know as Beasts

Some creatures of great pride and good disposition are mistaken for Beasts

The Wolf is one of those whom many have ridiculed, rejected and hated for pointless reasons

Some say these Wolves are nothing more then Monsters, others say they are the tool of the devil

Those humans deserve nothing in life, to just blame anything they do not understand

In truth Wolves are by far the most Proud, Prideful, Gentle, and Accepting of all creatures

For it would seem that humans only feel jealousy toward the Wolves admirable traits so they come up with ways of Demonizing them

Turning them into nothing more then petty Beasts in the eyes of human

Even still Wolves have even nurtured human children, brought them life, and still humans Resent them

Human society is becoming a realm of Hate, Jealousy, Lust, Deception, Greed and Stupidity

Nothing more to say then a pitiful realm, Where as the realm of Wolves is Worth being in

All of these thoughts although useless to me now May help someone later

          These are the words i speak so take them to heart even if it hurts

                                              -Kiba

This Problem I See

Human hearts are weak...

i've known this but never given into it

in hopes it may not be true even though

mine has fallen to Darkness numerous times

but someone tends to find me...and i leave the darkness

but soon after they leave me...they leave for others, asking if i'd like to go with them...

it just brings the Darkness closer... the Darkness of fear...

fear of not being accepted... fear of lost friends...

Half a year later and i've learned to deal with it...

and A few Days ago i Feared...

not for myself but for someone Deep in my heart...

few are deep in my heart but for those who are...

if i needed to die for one of them...id gladly give this life as long as i see them happy in the end...

for i wish them all to be happy... for they have helped me keep hope for life...

this one deep in my heart... he confessed his love for me... that was before he knew my secret...

if he confessed to me once more... well id have to make sure i look at least cute when i meet him face to face...plus he's a little bit "weird"...like me... like all of those deep in heart...

just each in their own ways...

i just hope he doesn't end up like i did...

before i met them...

the ones deep in my heart....

Alex

(The one of Great hope)

Cory

(The Master of Angels)

And

Milly

(The Mistress of this Beast)

To you three I owe my life

of wings and hearts

from time to time my wings tend to fail

i try and fly but to no avail

wishing these wings would help heal a heart

one filled with heart break & sadness 

he needs my help... but... he wont heal from my helping

Willpower and forgiveness are the only things that are going to help him

Three real hearts must be mended together so these Seven in this body may find peace

perhaps these wings might be able to heal his heart...his wings are plucked.... so ill lend him mine... if they help then he can keep these wings for his own.... ill be fine on the ground...perhaps he may be able to swim once again... that'll be something i hope to happen soon... like an oceans tide under a full moon...a beautiful Blood Red Moon... a rare beauty to behold....