Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Faint of Mind and slowly dying

This mind is starting to fail
This heart is consumed by loneliness
these eyes, they see no one
no one to love or be loved by
all they see are humans
humans consumed by greed, some by lust and others by jealousy
these people come and go 
to where i never know
I don't stop to ask them
for i fear i may become one of them again
a pity among myselves reborn
the failed life, filled with hate once more
soon this hate brings about greed
then greed pulls lust ever so close
lust brings the birth of jealousy
and jealousy just causes more hatred all around
all the while poisoning the heart
corroding the soul 
and seeding them with more poisons and acids
as it eats you out, soon you have nothing left
your nothing more then an empty shell
a shell of your former self filled with holes
and these holes are near impossible to fill, no matter what you do
just having you leak out of your self to its own will
never to return, because...
this heart had failed

Friday, July 8, 2011

The Revival

Its not always
A fight between
Good and evil...
Sometimes its hard to tell which side is what..... in fact
Most people only think that 
"If it looks HUMAN then it must be on my side
Especially if its fighting a BEAST"
................
It sickens me sometimes to think of human ways
................
I am the one that is in need of the BEAST to win...
To win this war inside of me....
For this war is one of demons and angels....
.............
Wolves.... strong and deadly when angered....
But always caring and loving for their pack...
......That is what i want for myself to be......
loving and caring.....
not of the humanoids......the Demons i so much wish to be left alone from....
.....But there is still some humanoids....some that i consider angels....
......................very few.... but they are worthy of this love i feel towards them....
at least i believe in them is what i mean.....
................................
The Demons inside of me are still there...... but i will only be with these "Wolves"..... this pack.....
My Friends.....
They are there for me.... even when i want to be no more....
For that i focus my life towards their happiness.... 
As the Crimson Wolf inside of me wishes....
For these People....
No These Fellow Wolves....
These Wolves of kindness... and love....
This is my Revival....
...................
With My Pack